Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas to You All

Dear You,
This holiday can be quite lonely for many people. I am surrounded by loved ones and amazing children, yet my heart is lonely. I believe it's because I'm unable to be my authentic self in real life. I am lonely for the ME that loves so fiercely. The ME that expresses herself in such an amazingly beautiful way. The ME that has desires that I'm able to physically enjoy. I miss ME, plain and simple. This holiday brings so much love and peace, because of my Savior, Jesus Christ. However, the peace would be even greater if I was able to be ME. I love each of you and thank you for taking the time to come on over and read my little ol' blog. Here's hoping your holidays are filled to the brim with whatever you desire! Merry Christmas,

FMW

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Nicole said...

That ME seems very unhappy even with all of the comforts of family and the holidays. I am sorry my friend, it is very hard and very sad.

FindingMyWay said...

TBA, Thank you! And I googled "christmas rainbow" to find the card. I love a good google!! I would love to be included on the MoHo directory. I wondered how that could happen since there was no contact information. Thanks!!

Nicole - That ME is very unhappy. I can make it through, but sadness isn't the way to go. There has to be more for me. For my family. For all of us. Sigh.

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Neal said...

Wishing you all the joy and happiness this world can offer, both today and always.

Love ya!!