Leaving on a Jet Plane

I met a friend online a few (or more) years ago and we've wanted to meet each other for a long time. I'm tired of waiting. It's time. I'm taking off and I couldn't be more excited.

I find myself in limbo in many areas of my life. I don't have a home. I don't have my kids full time. I'm not in a committed relationship. I just am. I just exist.

But on Thursday I will do something I've wanted to do for years, just because I can. People who know me, who accept me, who care for me, and who love me are vital in my life. I'm sure everyone feels that way. I can't wait to experience this friendship in real life.

It's time.

We have fun plans and I'm probably going to experience some firsts while I'm there. What I plan to do entirely is to exist as Kelly without shame, without limits, and without worry. It should be a fun trip.

Woot!!

"At some point, you have to make a decision. boundaries don't keep other people out, they fence you in. life is messy, that's how we're made. So you can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines that are way too dangerous to cross. Here's what I know. if you're willing to throw caution to the wind and take a chance, the view from the other side... is spectacular."

~Meredith Grey