There's this woman. She and I found each other online. But I'm a married woman with three children. What to do? I had a discussion with my husband and told him about my conversations with her. I didn't want to betray him. I want to be fair to everyone, but it feels virtually impossible. After some consideration he said that he would be fine if I "flirted" with her as long as I agreed to not "meet up" with her.
This man is amazing!! He truly is. He will give anything and everything for my happiness. I don't want to take advantage of his kindness, but I know that honesty is the only way we're ever going to work through anything. If in the future he becomes uncomfortable with it, he reserves the right to tell me. We are working together and are very committed to each other and to our children. He wants me to be able to experience my "real" self in a safe way. I could not ask for more in a husband.
Now if I could just have a wife. What's wrong with having my cake and eating it too??!? Sigh.
What a slippery slope I always find myself on. There has to be a balance. There have to be boundaries. I'm just not good at any of that. I'm determined to be honest and open with all parties and take it from there. I don't know how else to do it anymore.
Today my heart is happier.